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10月12日 hello im backkkkkkkkheya all its been so long when i lost wrot here and im sorry . So how i have been well i have had a good and bad times here.Well i went do visit marie when she was back in england in march so that was so cool do see her because i miss her a lot in here so hopefully soon ill can see her and jason again :D:D:D.
Well at the moment im working here and im trying do get my driveing laissens here its realy exsiting as i have never drive so everything is so new for me welll at the moment i have been driveing here so thats a good news :D:D:D so thats all the good news here
so if u have time just leave a comment tanx
hugs do u all
moniq 1月14日 CANADA hello alll :) as u all know i have been in canada now lol yes it was long time agou but havent had time to do my blogs here :) anyway it was ealy nice do see my sis marie again:D:D and that we had one flight together that was so cool even aur flight was late for like 7 hours but still we tried do stay up as it was 4-5 am in the monrning when we arrived in tha airport here then afther 7,5 hour flyingwe where in c anada and then i met jason for the first time for face do face:) so then we drive a car a little bit and we where there i met jason family his mum, his brother and his wife and then we had a little xmas thing there that was nice :):)nex day i think we went do see jason pastor well i went do read a book wehn they had a meeting, then i think we went out for lunch we went do Lips i think lol lol and at night we went do the ciname do see enchented :):) so then it was wensday in the morning we went do do some shoping and jaosn and marie had some thing to do for the wedding then Summer.Seth and cathreen came there it was so nice do meet them there :D wohoo now i have 3 more friends now so then there was maries and jason wedding wht was realy lovely i was the bridemade there i think i was the worst one ever hhaahahah and then it was time for medo go home :(:( so seth summer and cathreen took me do the airport and they gavme me a big hug what was realy nice of them so now im back here home even my flight back do uk to etsonia was late so finely i got home 3 am in the mroning an dguess what some hours later i need do wake up and go to work lol the end 10月17日 62 dayshey all its been long time when i last wrot here lol . Well im doing better here right now:)
Anyway in 62 days ill fly do see marie and then we gonna fly do canada wohoo cant wait do meet new ppl:) u know guys that its xmas soon isnt it nice i love xmas even i havent had the best xmas but still its nice when its snowing a big snow and its guiet and warm nice thas nice lol anyway im gonna go finland on friday here so i hope this trip will be nice :) i so need it :) a little shoping aand we gonna have fun.ok i must go now love u all a lot kisses and hugs
moniq 9月26日 new blogwell my blog is sad blog because i feel sad and lost here.so if u dont want do read it i understand.anyway here it is .today i had a good working day well allmoust and right now im thinking abouth my life and dreams here and it hurts realy much i know some of u may thing yea yea what ever moniq likes do wine maby thats true i think im in big mess whit my life here and i dont know what to do.Some days agou i was thinging here and i realised that i dont open my self at all there is so much in side of my what i must get out but i hold it inside of me so that but i dont trust ppl i dont trust mu mum i dont have nobady do talk tell the true.There have been times i have tryed but ppl have just walked away ones i was so mad that i told my self that im not gonna cry for nobady here and i havent even i have feel bad in side i dont cry im strong woman.Today i feel my hart wants do come out i want do cry but i know it doenst make me feel better maby it is in side of my the problem is me but i cant plame me all the stuff whats going on here.I have tried do changes my life thinking positiv here but im not strong enuff here i cant do it .right now i fel like everything is so dark here i cant see the light here.I want do be good perosn and friend i love all my friends so much and i care abouth them a lot and lot and lot but sometimes i think they dont know that how much they mean do me and how much i misss them here.Im trying do be better person but its hard if u dont have nobady do talk do who would understand u.i whis i could take this feeling out of me but i cant i want do be happy i wnat do smile i want do sing and i want my dreams do come true but right now it seems everybody yeals dreams are comeing true expect mine. sorry i just feeling down and sad and lonely here i think i miss love my perents and my sis bro doent care abouth me here my mum only cares abouth my sis and her baby i dont exsist here everthing have do be just as my sis sais she wants and so on i do love them a lot but i want do be hear too sometimes.
I sented some cv away because i want do get a new job even there i havent got answer from them its like why im here nothing goes right maby its because i dont know what i want im confused i have prayed abouth it but i cant see answer maby its just that i dont understand god anymore .
im trying do lose some weight and thats doesnt seems do work nether but i havent givet up yet nex month im starting do do the exersises more then i have done it right now maby i can look prettyer nex summer....
anyway Sorry that my blog maby a boring i just needed do get it out
so pls leave a message afther u have visited my blog 8月22日 im gonna go to canada wohhoohello all as some of u know m gonna go to canada in dec isnt it great right now i have all the tickets i need so now im just waiting the time lol. im realy exsited here im gonna be maries bridesmade here so thas so cool because i have never been a bridesmade :)wohoo and i hope i like canada :P:p i have never been there and its so cool i can go there whit my sis maz wohoooooo.my bridesmade dress is niceeeeeeeeee :P:P just need some shose hereright now i dont feel so well i think i have got cold here but i hope i feel better soon :):)maby its all came from the stress i have here. well and i want do finde u new job here so i hope ill get the job i want but i know god has the best job for me
anyway love u alll
hug hug
pls leave a message afther u have visit my blog tanx
moniq 7月20日 my sis baby called me auntie wohoohey all how are weall doing?? im doing pretty good here. Well somestuff have bene happeing here like im looking a new job here and soon i will ahve my holiday here wohoo cant wait that. well my sis baby sis 7 month old now he called me a auntie here :):):) im so braud of him lol and he has his firsth theet wohoo yeah he likes do bite me lol and he likes so stand up all the time if he can lol.Anyway i still havent fine love of my life but i havent give up yet:):) lol. well on my holiday ill try do go finalnd if im lucky here :) i dont have no plans for mu holiday so will see what happens.OU yes i colored my hair today :P:P:P yes an di cut them a little npothing big but i toght i could writte it here lol.Anywya thats all the news so pls leave a message afther u have vistit my blog pls
love u all tons
moniq 6月3日 i had a birthdayhey hey all:) well as some of u know it was my birthday yesturday:P:P:P and now im year older lol lol yeah i had a nice day my friends cam over and we had good time together here.yeah i got lots of sms and some e-cards tanx you all who rembered my birthday tanx:) it ment lot for me :)well some ppl forgot my birthday:( but anywya it was a nice day still sun was out and so on ill got my self new earings and notebook lol :P:P:P:P and flowers. yes as u all know right now im praying for my uk trip that i can go and that its fine for marie too because i dont want do bother her abouth it but i hope everything will be fine and that nnex month i can see my sis and mum again:):):) i love them a lot hug hug hug hug. i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu allllllllll
pls leave a message when u have done your visits here:)
xxxxx moniq |
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