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October 12 hello im backkkkkkkkheya all its been so long when i lost wrot here and im sorry . So how i have been well i have had a good and bad times here.Well i went do visit marie when she was back in england in march so that was so cool do see her because i miss her a lot in here so hopefully soon ill can see her and jason again :D:D:D.
Well at the moment im working here and im trying do get my driveing laissens here its realy exsiting as i have never drive so everything is so new for me welll at the moment i have been driveing here so thats a good news :D:D:D so thats all the good news here
so if u have time just leave a comment tanx
hugs do u all
moniq January 14 CANADA hello alll :) as u all know i have been in canada now lol yes it was long time agou but havent had time to do my blogs here :) anyway it was ealy nice do see my sis marie again:D:D and that we had one flight together that was so cool even aur flight was late for like 7 hours but still we tried do stay up as it was 4-5 am in the monrning when we arrived in tha airport here then afther 7,5 hour flyingwe where in c anada and then i met jason for the first time for face do face:) so then we drive a car a little bit and we where there i met jason family his mum, his brother and his wife and then we had a little xmas thing there that was nice :):)nex day i think we went do see jason pastor well i went do read a book wehn they had a meeting, then i think we went out for lunch we went do Lips i think lol lol and at night we went do the ciname do see enchented :):) so then it was wensday in the morning we went do do some shoping and jaosn and marie had some thing to do for the wedding then Summer.Seth and cathreen came there it was so nice do meet them there :D wohoo now i have 3 more friends now so then there was maries and jason wedding wht was realy lovely i was the bridemade there i think i was the worst one ever hhaahahah and then it was time for medo go home :(:( so seth summer and cathreen took me do the airport and they gavme me a big hug what was realy nice of them so now im back here home even my flight back do uk to etsonia was late so finely i got home 3 am in the mroning an dguess what some hours later i need do wake up and go to work lol the end October 17 62 dayshey all its been long time when i last wrot here lol . Well im doing better here right now:)
Anyway in 62 days ill fly do see marie and then we gonna fly do canada wohoo cant wait do meet new ppl:) u know guys that its xmas soon isnt it nice i love xmas even i havent had the best xmas but still its nice when its snowing a big snow and its guiet and warm nice thas nice lol anyway im gonna go finland on friday here so i hope this trip will be nice :) i so need it :) a little shoping aand we gonna have fun.ok i must go now love u all a lot kisses and hugs
moniq September 26 new blogwell my blog is sad blog because i feel sad and lost here.so if u dont want do read it i understand.anyway here it is .today i had a good working day well allmoust and right now im thinking abouth my life and dreams here and it hurts realy much i know some of u may thing yea yea what ever moniq likes do wine maby thats true i think im in big mess whit my life here and i dont know what to do.Some days agou i was thinging here and i realised that i dont open my self at all there is so much in side of my what i must get out but i hold it inside of me so that but i dont trust ppl i dont trust mu mum i dont have nobady do talk tell the true.There have been times i have tryed but ppl have just walked away ones i was so mad that i told my self that im not gonna cry for nobady here and i havent even i have feel bad in side i dont cry im strong woman.Today i feel my hart wants do come out i want do cry but i know it doenst make me feel better maby it is in side of my the problem is me but i cant plame me all the stuff whats going on here.I have tried do changes my life thinking positiv here but im not strong enuff here i cant do it .right now i fel like everything is so dark here i cant see the light here.I want do be good perosn and friend i love all my friends so much and i care abouth them a lot and lot and lot but sometimes i think they dont know that how much they mean do me and how much i misss them here.Im trying do be better person but its hard if u dont have nobady do talk do who would understand u.i whis i could take this feeling out of me but i cant i want do be happy i wnat do smile i want do sing and i want my dreams do come true but right now it seems everybody yeals dreams are comeing true expect mine. sorry i just feeling down and sad and lonely here i think i miss love my perents and my sis bro doent care abouth me here my mum only cares abouth my sis and her baby i dont exsist here everthing have do be just as my sis sais she wants and so on i do love them a lot but i want do be hear too sometimes.
I sented some cv away because i want do get a new job even there i havent got answer from them its like why im here nothing goes right maby its because i dont know what i want im confused i have prayed abouth it but i cant see answer maby its just that i dont understand god anymore .
im trying do lose some weight and thats doesnt seems do work nether but i havent givet up yet nex month im starting do do the exersises more then i have done it right now maby i can look prettyer nex summer....
anyway Sorry that my blog maby a boring i just needed do get it out
so pls leave a message afther u have visited my blog August 22 im gonna go to canada wohhoohello all as some of u know m gonna go to canada in dec isnt it great right now i have all the tickets i need so now im just waiting the time lol. im realy exsited here im gonna be maries bridesmade here so thas so cool because i have never been a bridesmade :)wohoo and i hope i like canada :P:p i have never been there and its so cool i can go there whit my sis maz wohoooooo.my bridesmade dress is niceeeeeeeeee :P:P just need some shose hereright now i dont feel so well i think i have got cold here but i hope i feel better soon :):)maby its all came from the stress i have here. well and i want do finde u new job here so i hope ill get the job i want but i know god has the best job for me
anyway love u alll
hug hug
pls leave a message afther u have visit my blog tanx
moniq July 20 my sis baby called me auntie wohoohey all how are weall doing?? im doing pretty good here. Well somestuff have bene happeing here like im looking a new job here and soon i will ahve my holiday here wohoo cant wait that. well my sis baby sis 7 month old now he called me a auntie here :):):) im so braud of him lol and he has his firsth theet wohoo yeah he likes do bite me lol and he likes so stand up all the time if he can lol.Anyway i still havent fine love of my life but i havent give up yet:):) lol. well on my holiday ill try do go finalnd if im lucky here :) i dont have no plans for mu holiday so will see what happens.OU yes i colored my hair today :P:P:P yes an di cut them a little npothing big but i toght i could writte it here lol.Anywya thats all the news so pls leave a message afther u have vistit my blog pls
love u all tons
moniq June 03 i had a birthdayhey hey all:) well as some of u know it was my birthday yesturday:P:P:P and now im year older lol lol yeah i had a nice day my friends cam over and we had good time together here.yeah i got lots of sms and some e-cards tanx you all who rembered my birthday tanx:) it ment lot for me :)well some ppl forgot my birthday:( but anywya it was a nice day still sun was out and so on ill got my self new earings and notebook lol :P:P:P:P and flowers. yes as u all know right now im praying for my uk trip that i can go and that its fine for marie too because i dont want do bother her abouth it but i hope everything will be fine and that nnex month i can see my sis and mum again:):):) i love them a lot hug hug hug hug. i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu allllllllll
pls leave a message when u have done your visits here:)
xxxxx moniq May 04 hello:)hey my friend how are we all.I hope u all are doing great:).well im doing ok here lots of thing have happened here but still im ok god is whith me all the time:):) yes i allready dremaing abouth my trip do uk because i miss my sis and mum a lot:):):) well i just want do tanx u mazM&M that u have had time for me when i was there and that u are my friend u are my sis always and i love u tons and i cant wait do see u again soon:):) julai is soon so:):):) hopfully everything works out .
well as we all know:P:P its my birthday soon wohoooooooooooooooooo 27 days do go lol lol yeahs ill be year older then.lol ol well i hope u all doing well. pls leave a comment afther u have visited my blog:) tanx
moniq April 10 is dreams are comeing true??hello all i toght i should writte something because i havent wrote for so long time:p so wahst new its sunny and hopefuly soon it will be warmer then right now but its still sunny here.im doing better noe here things have been bad but god haves been whit me so im doing better:)
well lately i have thinking that if dream comes true?? i like do dream a lot i have my dreams who i wanna be and so on but it all seems inposseble but i know everything is posseble for god even smetimes its seems he doesn hear. I think im specila perosn too and i can do lots off things that some ppl may say u cant do it there is so much i can do there is so much things i love. i love do travel, i like do be whit my freinds:):):) and lots of other things . i do miss my ftrieds a lot here :(:(:( sometimes i feel so lonely becaus ei dont see them so offthen anyway i love u all and ill hug u all. so are dreams comeing true??
moniq
March 25 i need helphello all.i dont know whats going one latly in my live everything looks like its all falling a apart and i dont know what to do.i have my holiday right now and i have nowhere do go. it stupied but right now i feel i feel i need my friends and that some one just would hug me and tell me that everything gonna be better and that i will get over all of this,but i gues smy problem is i dont know how do talk i have allways hold everything in side of me i have always think that who cares whats going on in my life but i do have frends who does care. Yeah and im crying here and i dont know why what does hurt me that bad that i need do cry?? i want do be happy and i want do enjoy everything but right now i think i have forgot how do be happy...im sorry if this blog is depressing its just i feel so bad an di dont know what to do:(.anyway leve me a message if u have done visting my blog.
i love u alllllllllllllll
hug hug March 15 hello :)hey all i toght im gonna writte something here.well im doing ok here busy working and stuff and soon there will be a holiday yeyyyyyyyyyyy. baby is doing fine he is growing fast he will be 3 months old soon.so what more new , i just want do get new job dont know what it gonna be but i trust god and i sure want do come uk in summer so im praying abouth it:) i dpont want all my plans goes down and it will make me sad.lately i have feel realy tired and feeled that i dont want do wake up i think i need some vitamins or something anyway i love u all a lot hug hug hug and i hope do see u soon hug hug
pls leave a message afther fisiting my blog tanx
moniq February 19 MY UK TRIP:):)HELLO well as some of u know i have been in UK wohooooooooooooo.yeah that was so cool.I was realy happy do see maz and mummy again and heidi too and ofcorse it was cool do see tracie and marti:).
yeah i was there for a week and i think it was good time together there but it went so fast:S and i miss marie, cian and mummy here,but hopefully ill see them again in summer that would be cool:):):).i did some shoping there and catwalking:P:P and just chilled there whit marie and others:):).well im still unpacke dhere because i worked all weekend :P:P:P:P:P:P here so ill try to do it today but i dont know how it works out:P:P:P:P.anyway be blesse all and rember i love u alllllllllll realy muchhhhhhhhhhh
love u
big hugs
moniq:) January 29 the winte camphello my friends:):)well as some of u know i was in the winter camp what was so cool as u can see in my pic here, well i want do have snow fight whit maz and heidi...:P:P:P hehehehehe i love snow fight lololol anyway the camp was so good and i had greta time whit my friends and GOD and it was so cool how much snow we had awsome:):) wohoooooooo GOD rocks:):):) anyway i love u all a lot
big hugs for u all love u all
January 22 sorry i haven´t writte for lonf timehello sorry that i havent writte for long time been busy a little:P well im doing ok just hopeing my uk trip will work out nex month:) cant wait when i see my twin M&M and heidi... i miss them a lot its vbeen a year when i las saw them face do face so hopefully my uk trip works out:)
well the baby is doing good he is 1 month old soonand he is so cute:peven he has babys problems but soon it will be over :pwell i hope u all doing fine lobe u and i miss u guys
pls leave a message when u have done visiting my space:)
December 25 the baby has bornwell as u can all ready readed then my sis baby borned 25 of dec 9:37 am and he is so bretty boy:P:P and im tired because i helped my sis all night :P:P anyway here is pic
December 19 hey hey merry xmas:):)hey u all:):) merry xmas:) well i must say im sorry my xmas cards will deliver late:(:( didnt had time do post them im sorry but they are on there way:):) so dont be mad at me :P:P:P
anyway baby havent still born but we have 5 days do go :P:P:P so it will be exsiting here wen the baby wil born :):):):) well i still dont know what im gonna do on xmas eve lol lol well i hope u all have the ebst xmas ever:):) and i love u alll a lot :P:P:P:P
big hugs for u alll
moniq:)
p.s ill but some new pic up:P December 09 its xmas time:):) well itbeen long time when i did my last blog im sorry been busy:(. Anyway its a xmas time it time for love and snow:P:P i love snow im relay ahppy if i have white xmas and ppl around me who loves me well last 2 days i ahev been working on xmas time so i havent had nice xmas but still i ahve friend around me who love sme tanx u all for thet i love u all realy much
 well as u know baby will born soon thats soo cool:):) 2 weeks do go so i hope everything goes well and that i can ahndel this:P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P. yes i cant wait when the baby will born it can hapen every sec so soon ill be auntie moniq hehehehhehe it souns funny:P:P auntie moniq:P:P:P yess well nex year ill come do uk wohooooooooooo cant wait that lo lol i havent been there for a year i havent even traveled for a year:S thats so sad ou well ill make it up my self that::P:P:P:P:P:P:P there is lots off plans in my head canada netherland and uk:):):)
welll i hope u all have blessed xmas time and dont forget your frinds tell them that u love them and that they are special do u and life isnt the same whitpout u guys love u tons
big hugs
  November 17 to my friends:):)well i have bene thinking here a lot and yesturday when i was at girls night and we talked there a lot and the i just coulnt help my self tears just falled out of my eyes when i talked.... because i just love u all realy much yes some of u maby think yea yeah what ever but i do love u guys a lot.well i just wanted do tell that i care abouth u a lot .
firendship is realy inporatn and we must tell aur friends and ppl who we care a lot that they are realy inportant and that u love them and that u care abouth them a lot
big hug for u all.
love u
moniq November 08 soon its a xmas:):)hello well as u all know its xmas soon isnt it creat:):):):) i think it is:):):) well what have happen in my life well some days agou i didnt feel so well, i think i was in big stress because of my work and stuff. My apartment isnt ready baby is comeing so much to do.Ou well i hope everything will be ready soon so i can relax. Yes im exsited forthe baby we boght him a bed yetsurday but its not up yet so i can show u how it looks but as soon as its up ill make a pic and then ill show u:):):).
well what more do say i love u guys and i miss u all a lot
moniq
October 29 hello my friendshello so its been long time when i wrote the last time:P:Pwell i have been working a lot. well no uk this time aga but hopefully soon i can come there :P:P i dont give up lol lol lol anyway littlebit less then 2 months baby will born wohoooooooo cant wait :P:P im exsited allready:P :P:P well nothing new here at the moment i like the show dance whit stars or how ever they say it in there :P:P:P its so cool i would like do dance like that lol lol lol it will look funny:P:P:P
yes and it snowed here today wohoo snowwwwww:p lol lol lol.well thats all my friend love u all
hug for u all
pls lleave a message when u have done whit the blog:P:P
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